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joshua cole. ([info]jcole) wrote,
@ 2008-07-16 20:33:00

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Congratulations! Your Screen Name is: joshlor swift


full name: joshua nicholas cole
gender: male
d.o.b/age : age 21, born april 1, 1987
location: longport, new jersey
occupation: nurse
marital status: single.
sexual orientation: either or, so long as you are not a crazy bitch.

• interests & personality
LIKES: jesus, benjamin franklin laraway, cookies that are right out of the oven and not fully cooked yet, accent lamps :/, handy things like tape measures that are magnets and shit like that, my room when it is clean, drinking, smoking way too much, buying overpriced fiji water because i can’t stand store brand, my mom and how she calls 4 times a day, cove jordan, distractions from homework, kissing, waking up late, going to bed early, new slippers, calculators, my ipod touch, my macbook pro, music all the time, lots of pillows on my bed, my dogs fandango and snicklefritz, my bunny waffle nunny cakes, oh and my new puppy zeus, girls who don’t act like whores, my younger brother for his perfect handwriting and how he still uses snail mail to send me letters, my dad, my mercedes, my step-mom delia and my half brother nicky, my other half brother danny divi-merdone, the $1 bins at target, new books with fresh clean pages, having so many amazing friends, and of course sex.

DISLIKES: math, math, math, paying bills, getting into arguments, messing up because i constantly am, breaking up because i do frequently, falling in love too quickly, leaving the lights off in the house when i go out, blushing as much as i do, fighting with my ben, fighting with my best friend, pissing cove off because i do all the time, airplane rides, kansas, girls that act like whores, waking up hungover, going to sleep drunk, throwing up as much as i do, being sick as often as i am, math again, olives, having people who dislike me because a lot of people do, diabetes, being labeled as gay, being labeled as a slut, forgetting to call my family members/friends on their birthdays, being a bad person, people who know they suck and never try to better themselves, giving up so often, being so broken

GOALS: stop being such a fuck up

FOUR WORDS TO DESCRIBE YOURSELF:
travie smalls: talented
travie smalls: honorable
imoben heap: Adorable/ginger

THREE BANDS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT: simple plan, the maine, all time low

YOUR BEST MEMORY: waking up in a hospital and realizing i hadn’t succeeded.

YOUR WORST MEMORY: my older brother’s funeral.

DESCRIBE YOUR PERFECT DAY FROM BEGINNING TO END: just a day i don't spend regretting or hurting would be a good day for me.

WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR IN A RELATIONSHIP BOTH PLATONIC AND ROMANTIC? in a friend, someone who won't cast me out if i make a mistake. but rather, be there for me and help me through it.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN THE POSSIBILITY OF HAPPILY EVERY AFTER? not really, no.

SHARE FOUR DETAILED FACTS ABOUT YOURSELF.

i used to be a drug addict when i was 16-17 years old. i was addicted to pain killers, for a long period of my life, but never to a point where i needed medical attention. i was lucky enough to have my family there to help. although now it sucks to have a headache because the over the counter shit does nothing for me.

i have this really weird obsession with my house being clean. if it’s not clean, i freak out. when i’m bored, i grab my container of lysol wipes and sanitize every surface in the house. before people come over, even travis or my boyfriend or whoever, i clean. it’s ridiculous. i do it way too much. but at least my house always looks nice.

i’m not the best with relationships. i’ve only recently openly admitted to liking boys, and since admitting that, the majority of my relationships have been with them. even so, i have issues with stability and i’m easily swayed with promises and physical intimacy so, i always run into problems with that.

i’m very self conscious. as much of a ham as i may be sometimes, i’m always second guessing myself and wondering if i’m being stupid or if my hair is a wreck or if i look the part for something. i’m always wondering if people are judging me or if i’m making a bad impression. it’s stupid and childish, but it happens.



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